Sunday, February 23, 2014

Typhoon Haiyan Relief Effort: Sunrise

Ahh the children. How I love the Filipino children...except when they are the very first thing staring at me through the window screen of my tent as I startle awake. Everyone else was still sleeping so I got up and walked outside. I could tell it was still fairly early in the morning -- probably around six o clock. The grounds were spongy wet from the torrent that had hit the night before. I looked at the soaking pews where Willie and the others had slept but long since migrated indoors for cover. I chuckled as I thought about them being waken up by the rain and running inside.

ZEDRU was already up and about but it seemed like everyone was still getting ready for the day. Some were laying on the ground checking photos from the day before on their phones or cameras. Some were putting pots together to cook the rice for our morning meal. Everyone seemed in no big hurry so I returned to the tent to shoo away more staring children to catch another hour or so of sleep. I slipped back under my cheap red delta airlines blanket and quickly dozed off.

Once again I was awoken by staring children. An hour or so had passed. Olsen was sitting up and Walter was just chilling there as well. They both looked deep in thought. Chantel was still passed out. We heard a truck roll into our little complex so I woke her and said something was happening. She was slow to get up and looked pretty dazed. The four of us stepped out of the tent as a tall bulky white man walked up to us. It was an American named Michael from the Salvation Army who had come to collaborate with local church leaders to get them food. We introduced ourselves and he explained that he had some hundred-thousand relief good packages coming in the next few days and the he needed help distributing them. We explained our mission with ZEDRU and he extended an invitation to us to join him afterwards. ZEDRU was only planning on staying in Leyte 3-4 days, so this presented another opportunity to stay and help even longer.

Michael is a good man doing a lot of good for this disaster and I respect his work and passion in this. Later on in this story we interacted with Michael again in the which I did not agree with him but I want to convey him here in a good light. This did not stop Chantel and I from making jokes about how he interacted with Olsen. They are both Alpha type personalities, and so the more they spoke to each other the more their chins lifted, shoulders spread, and chests puffed out. It wasn't done in a competitive way, just a sizing the other up sort of deal. I caused Chantel to giggle as I pointed out these mirroring behaviors. They both walked away respecting and liking each other though, so I'm glad that worked out.

 We walked inside to start helping with breakfast. The rice was pretty much ready, so we grabbed our cans of sardines and I started dishing up servings. I carried a plate to Chantel who had moved into the chapel and found a pew to lay down on. She was asleep again -- or on the verge. We had slept a solid ten hours or so. I began to wonder if something was up. I woke her and she sat up looking very groggy. I offered her the plate which she looked hardly enthused about. I put the back of my hand against the top of her neck and felt her temperature. She was burning up. I felt her forehead and it was the same thing. She had a fairly bad fever. I was worried this could happen and so I had brought plenty of American medicines. These types of fevers I experienced often in my mission. It was a combination of fatigue, lack of food, and dehydration. As other EMTs came over to assist I told them to carry on with what they were doing. I may not have the field skills to apply a tourniquet, but I am very familiar with treating illnesses.

I filled a liter bottle with water, gave her a solid dose of state-side ibuprofen, a cool damp rag, and laid her back down. After resting a bit I insisted she eat some of the granola and noodles that we had. Her appetite was weak but she listened and consented. Mum Beth pulled me aside and asked what I wanted to do. I knew the morning had started slow to ensure everyone was rested for the task ahead. "Retrieval" they called it. This work would consist of searching through the flattened land and debris
for corpses to flag for Rescue-Net to then retrieve. They would bag the bodies and we would carry them to the road to be picked up by the military. This work was going to be strenuous, grueling, and as taxing mentally as it would be physically. This was not the right day for Chantel to get sick.

I knew it would be best for her to stay behind to recover and Mum Beth expressed this to me as well. I know Chantel though, and I knew she would want to go regardless. I walked back over to Chantel who was laying down again. I stirred her gently and she looked up at me. She likely saw the look of concern on my face and smiled. She probably knew what I was about to say. I told her what Mum Beth had said and told her that I agreed -- that she should sit this one out. This was likely to be the most harrowing and traumatic experience on the trip (a work that I had not anticipated doing) and I thought it best to protect her -- especially considering this fever. She expressed that she wanted to go despite this. I recognized that this was a fairly important decision for her and I to make -- one that could and likely would have lasting consequences. I looked in her eyes and said a prayer in my mind to God trying to discern what would be the best thing to do.

A smile crept on my face and I said she could go if she agreed to conform to certain conditions. She smiled big and asked what they were. I told her she had to be covered head to toe from the sun meaning long sleeves, a hat, pants, and a bandana to cover the back of her neck and that she had to stay hydrated. She consented and I took her plate from her to clean. I told her to keep drinking and resting until we were ready to leave.

I met back up with Mum Beth and the crew. Olsen looked at me with concern for Chantel. I told him what we had decided on. He trusted our judgement and accepted it. I was and still am very grateful for Olsen's companionship in all of this. His combined leadership and followership made every decision we made stronger.

We packed up our gear, prepared ourselves, and strapped on our boots. We put on our surgical masks, rubber gloves, and covered the rest of our exposed skin to protect us from the dangerous diseases and organisms that infest cadavers. Well...except Olsen.






Sunday, February 16, 2014

Typhoon Haiyan Relief Effort: Day's End

When we walked out the gates with our feet leading home I let out a sigh of relief. My shoulders shrugged forward, I inhaled, then looked up to see another relief team heading our direction. UNICEF had arrived to assist with evaluating the cleanliness of the water and to set up some wells...or something like that. My brain was pretty fried by this point. My mind was still buzzing from what I had just witnessed. We hadn't eaten since early that morning and it was getting late. I felt dehydrated and I just wanted to get back to the chapel. We took some obligatory photos with their team that didn't end up developing well enough to see anyone. As you can tell by Olsen's face he was pretty much done with talking to people. Chantel's smile looked like it was being held up by fishing line and scotch tape -- at least she was being polite. I obviously wanted nothing to do with this conversation as I'm smirking at what looks like a green bench sticking in the rubble. The UNICEF people were very nice though, and surprisingly perky.
The three of us chuckled as we walked away from them as we expressed our concurred willingness to exchange pleasantries which could really only have been expressed as zero. Another stop was made shortly after as we found more survivors in need of treatment. This was different though. I sat in an abandoned cabby next to some kids with a smile and began chatting with them. I could never be tired of talking with my people. Is that biased? Meh, I love them, and the Filipino children are hilarious and adorable. Goodness... Just look at them! Don't you want to hug them forever? I can't count how many times Chantel found new friends she wanted to hide in her luggage to bring back to America. Could you blame her?

Despite the dehydration, exhaustion, hunger, and ultimately the apocalyptic atmosphere-- a definite attitude of cheeriness and light-heartedness prevailed. As I became aware again of my surroundings I noticed the children laughing, the adults smiling, and you never would have known that they had just lost everything. I smiled as I realized this. How resilient of a people... 

I began to think of Trebas' question he asked me before I left. We both had just finished a teaching shift at the MTC and as we were walking away he asked "Mace, why would God allow the largest storm in this world's history hit the most humble and loving people? Why them?" I began to realize... they are the only people that could bear through it, the only people humble and selfless enough to survive it, the only people that could smile through the heartbreak. Could America survive such a tragedy? A calamity of this proportion? I am sad to say I don't believe so. As night began to fall on the city I was reminded that power would likely not be restored to the island for 3-6 months. Could our people survive that?

I also admired the fact that not once did I feel like our safety was compromised, rather, the people were receptive, inviting, and grateful. While we interacted with our new friends I was hard pressed to find a grim solemn face. I wondered if this was the true representation of humanity. I wonder if the world is more like this and less like us. Our obese homes, our lavish cars, our status promoting clothing... I reveled in the utter acceptance of anyone and everyone without inhibition and without reservation. There were no judgements, no assumptions here.


Night fell on the town and we returned to our chapel. We quickly satisfied the grumbles and cries of our stomachs with chocolate crackers and granola. Olsen asked for assistance setting up a tent outside
to sleep in. It sounded really good to sleep outside in the semi-cooler air with high hopes of a mild breeze. Walter, Olsen, and I got it ready and we moved in our gear. Willie and a few of the others found a place to lie down on displaced church pews and patches of grass. 

As we laid down, Chantel asked for a story. I smiled and began telling some story from my past (probably about the Philippines). It obviously wasn't too memorable seeing as Chantel had completely passed out within a few sentences. At least I know I have a super power strong as melatonin. I didn't last much longer as my mind began to wind down from trying to comprehend everything the last 18 hours had showed me. I don't remember falling asleep, but I sure do remember waking up! A storm had passed overhead and was pouring rain into our tent through our screen windows. I startled awake and grabbed the screen to zip up as a stream of water splashed on Chantel's face. She barely flinched. Olsen was on the other side reacting just as quickly. Walter was on his elbows unsure of what to do. As my eyes adjusted I saw the entire tent being bent over us. The wind was pounding our tent and in that half-dream half-awake state I legitimately thought our tent was going to get picked up with us in it and thrown through the air Wizard of Oz style. All of us were so exhausted though that with the water leak stopped, the threat of being carried away in the wind seemed unimportant compared to our bodies' desire to stop moving...or existing. I was out as soon as my head hit the pillow.