It had been around
ten days now since the storm had passed through. Ten days of
survival. Ten days of hunger, thirst, and homelessness. Ten days of
untreated injuries. Infection had made residence in their hosts for
long enough for terrible effects to begin taking place. Some had
fevers while others were incapacitated and bed ridden. We were there
to help alleviate such injuries but despite all of our gear and
collective training we were ill equipped to handle some of the
traumas.
While wandering
through the complex with my newly commissioned helper children I
discovered a woman in such a dire state. All the others I came in
contact with who needed treatment were able to at the very least limp
with assistance to the EMT station but this woman was unable to walk
entirely. The children grabbed my hand and led me to the home of this
woman they described and I walked indoors. I found a middle-aged lady
resting on a bamboo slatted bed with her foot raised. It was dim
and dark inside her home especially after walking in from the bright
outdoors. As she showed me her foot I saw two small holes in a patch
of dead skin on the top and also a nickel sized hole in the bottom.
Because of the outdoor temporary blindness I was experiencing I
couldn't really see how bad it was.
As my eyes adjusted while they cleaned the area I began to realize how bad the wound was. They turned their flashlights on the nickel sized wound to reveal a deep dark red exposure moving inwards with black skin decaying along the borders. The top holes were cut open somewhat more to reveal the top muscle of her foot which had been eaten away by maggots now infesting her flesh. She had stepped on a nail that had pierced her entire foot and this was the result of ten days neglect.
We were not well
enough equipped for this. We were going to have to remove the
decaying skin, clear out the maggots, disinfect the wound, and
bandage it to prevent further contamination and spreading. Arch
explained that if we had found her any later she possibly could have
lost her foot completely and had the infection spread throughout her
leg she could have died. This poor woman was in so much pain already and we hadn't even
begun. We were going to have to conduct a surgery on this unsanitized
bamboo bed with no anesthetics. We had nothing strong enough to alleviate the pain.
Some children
re-congregated around us and I knew this was not going to be an event
I would allow them to witness, not to mention the distraction they
could pose. As I shooed them out of the house Arch and Teej explained
the urgency of the situation and received permission to proceed. They
asked her husband to hold her upper body and asked me to hold her leg
in place while they worked.
My heart broke for
this woman. Tears came to my eyes as I was filled with compassion and
a desire for mercy for her. I wanted to take her pain away, to be
done with this, and to heal her. Her screams penetrated my soul. I
repeated in my mind that this was the only way, that though this was
torture for her, that it would ultimately be for her welfare. We had
saved her though pain was required.
The EMTs finally
finished filling the wound with the anti-biotic powder and dressed it
well. I stroked the mother's leg as she sobbed into her husbands
shoulder. The husband thanked us and we stood to leave. Teej and Arch
walked quickly back to the station. I haphazardly walked from the
apartment. I was almost staggering. The surgery had drained me of so
much physical, mental, and emotional energy that I was in a weak
state. Couple this with little food and water and the sun peaking, I
am surprised to say that I was able to function. As the scene that
had just occurred replayed through my mind I couldn't help but wonder
if there could have been a better way. This woman experienced such
excruciating pain... I knew there wasn't, but it burdened my mind.
I walked around the
corner and saw Chantel sitting there with some of the children who
had helped me earlier. She was beaming and radiating light. I stopped
and watched her for a moment interacting with the kids and I was
immediately overcome with a feeling of rejuvenation and mental
clarity. I realized again the importance of her role in keeping the children occupied. Surely if she hadn't been here the children would have come running into the house when they heard the screams. But more than that was the light she brought with her -- that inexplicable source of energy that seemed to revitalize those around her. She looked up to see me walking towards her and her smile
dipped with eyebrows raised and an expression that said “Hey Mace!
eh...help me out here.” I chuckled as I then saw how exhausted she
had become from taking on the task of preoccupying a score of
children. Her eyes reflected mine as we both felt our bodies aching
for rest and nourishment. I squatted down and joked with the children
and invited them to return to the station.
ZEDRU was finished
packing up and were doing magic for some of the other
onlookers. They looked tired too. We gathered together and walked out
of the apartment complex to begin our long walk back to city hall.
:) Gosh. Takes me back. I love all of this. Your words about the situations, about me, about your own feelings are all so incredible. Thank you.
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